Ila

i think im actively happy with how i look for the first time in my life

really roundabout reason for why spironolactone is great: its a blood pressure lowering drug, and i had high blood pressure before, and really my pressure is still high enough that occasionally my vision will like pulse when i am emotional (before it would just do it anytime). anyways that vision pulsing has been a good reminder that my emotions are real, and do have a real effect on me, and I'm not just like making it up. i do have feelings. i am real.