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posts from @jco tagged #reflection

also:

what media forms a "before/after" for you? that is to say, the person you were before watching/reading/etc was fundamentally different than the person after?

I think there are a few types.

  1. the thundercrack. you are not the same. this is the most dramatic
  2. more subtle. it provides a nice end to one chapter and transition to another, but maybe at the time you didn't even realize it
  3. the representative. maybe it wasn't actually that instrumental at all, but nicely represents some big change in your life I get too obsessed with proper ontologies so I am not married to the above and I think it's probably crude and bad and would be curious how other people think about this, because I bet there are more useful framings, I just don't want to psych myself out of posting.

though because I can't help but be pedantic I think that the size of impact can also vary. like a given piece of media can have a sort of extremely clear before/after affect, but that affect could be more constrained

I'm trying to think of pieces of media that form a before and after, though I won't commit to exactly what kind, I'd need to think about that more...god I wish I had a list of everything I've ever seen and read!!

Roughly in chronological order

  • Akira
  • Fushigi Yuugi
  • Sans Soleil
  • Sandman
  • MP3 by Jonathan Sterne
  • Swan's Way by Marcel Prouste
  • Infinite Jest by DFW (yes yes yes I know I know I PROMISE I'M NOT ONE OF THOSE PLEASE GIVE ME THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT)
  • The Death and Life of Great American Cities
  • Distinction by Pierre Bordeax/Let's Talk about Love by Carl Wilson (I read distinction first, but Let's Talk about Love was a lot more fun and presented a lot of the same ideas)
  • Hamefura (this is one of those smaller ones, basically just cemented my affection for ojou type characters, well that and having a badass bisexual character...ok I should probably post about my love of Hamefura sometime)
  • Symphogear? (I think so, still processing, it's too recent, but it feels like something)

I bet there's gotta be stuff from when I was younger, I just don't remember it well enough. I gotta ponder this subject.

I think of those, the "thunderbolt" type ones, and the age I first encountered them, would have been...Akira (10), Fushigi Yuugi (16), Sandman (22), MP3 (24), Swan's Way (24), Death and Life of Great American Cities (26), Distinction/Let's Talk about Love (28). And well I watched Symphogear earlier this year :)

But I feel like I've always really been affected by the things I watch and read, which is why I love good stories so much. I feel they really...get into me. Change me.