feeling that way i feel whenever im actively recognizing that the me that i extend beyond the flesh through pen and paper and keyboard and screen and phone feels much closer to who i am than the me that i express in the flesh yknow. you grow up in a world where "you dont know whos on the other side of the screen" is reinforced but you come to recognize that even though there are a couple of folks who use their net presence as a mask or a way to pose as something theyre not, a lot of people really do bare what they really think and feel on the net, carve out a part of their identity that is their own that they could not bring themselves to express or at least express safely in flesh. and this is true of a lot of other things too yknow, people just overall do not simply begin and end at what their meatsack expresses to others
so like... not a good way, but not a bad way, just kind of a way