I'm Jeron (rhymes with Erin). A trans girl, apparently. I dabble in basically everything. World Record Holder. Girl-King of cats. Fledgling Goddess of Hunger


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IkomaTanomori
@IkomaTanomori

Previous life update; and the ongoing discord SNAFUBAR saga.

I've found out that the target income change to avoid moving is at minimum +$2k/month.

Working against this, I've been locked out of discord, where all my contacts and portfolio building projects lived. Nothing has worked to provoke a human being working there to respond to me in any way. I am despairing of ever getting it back even though I did nothing the fuck wrong. It's not fair, it sucks, and it makes no sense.

It'd be easier to move towards understanding and acceptance of my feelings on my dad dying, if I weren't facing the complete destruction of everything I thought of as my life. I don't know how else to describe losing my main form of contact with huge groups of friends and communities, while facing moving away from my physically present friend community. And of course the continuing unemployment and associated stresses and scarcities.

Someone from cohost is gonna take a look at my resume (when I can make myself reply to the email and attach versions of it; it's a badly aversive topic at this point). Maybe it'll help? I hate applying for jobs. There's only failure and more failure and oops you're 4 years unemployed the problem must be you nobody'll even think about hiring you. The last phone (well, zoom) interview I had was in 2021. The last job I had that gave me income was working for my now-deceased dad, and before that, for a friend I lost contact with when he had to move out of Hong Kong in a hurry when the handover was going so badly. The closest thing to regular employment I've ever had was working retail. I could probably get hired for such a shit job again; but I would not survive it.

I don't know what I could even ask for that would help. The amount of money people can afford to send as mutual aid on here isn't going to keep me in my current home. Nobody's going to straight up hire me from reading my posts, or at least, I've never heard of such a thing. I'm already going to get CV help from someone on here as stated, for what that's worth. I am stuck in "reduce the pain" mode without cures, despite an actually great and impressive and deeply appreciated outpouring of support from folks on here.


IkomaTanomori
@IkomaTanomori

In the clear light of day, I realize that I would benefit even from small donations, if anyone can afford mutual aid. I don't know what life is going to be in the near future for me, but even a little more money will help make it survivable. Living with less scarcity on small things may help me see how to get around the bigger problems.


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