just an update here, i do have some help now so i think i'll be OK!
even if it's not urgent anymore, i'm still open for anywhere that might be better, so if there's anyone out there who wants a nonbinary autistic therian as a roommate for 6-12 months or so, please let me know! Even the smallest room/closet would be good for me, i just want some quiet little box i can stay in while i work through things. Contact info in the first post.
thank you to everyone who's been supporting me through this. I know there's a lot of people out there who love me and care for me, and it's just that the world is really difficult lately... but i promise i'll try to stay positive. ❤️