American Ronin

another thing i fucking hate carwash server for is that they were always in voice chat at all hours of the day to the point where i was outcasted by them for not joining when i never had proper time or opportunity and now im stuck thinking discord calls are a measure of friendship

even on the rare occasion i did try to voice chat, they never even joined. they could sure come running for doc at like 2 am tho. assholes.

and like a good 75% of my sadness in the past 3 years couldve been prevented if the server leader, ciel, had defended me but i guess i wasnt important enough compared to her little bestie

another thing i fucking hate carwash server for is that they were always in voice chat at all hours of the day to the point where i was outcasted by them for not joining when i never had proper time or opportunity and now im stuck thinking discord calls are a measure of friendship

even on the rare occasion i did try to voice chat, they never even joined. they could sure come running for doc at like 2 am tho. assholes.

i wish everyone who was born before the moon landing would fucking die already god

god what goes wrong with people that i actively try to date, even when they come to me and seek me out first, that makes them get ick immediately after introductions? like im completely respectful, give all my attention to them, share what i like, try to get to know them, and hold onto everything they say, all for nothing but getting ghosted in return for no reason