jkap

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not anymore lol

current situation is that, despite finishing watching it well over a month ago, my brain decided over the weekend that it was time to hyperfixate on bocchi the rock. who the fuck knows why (i sure don't). so i'm probably gonna rewatch it soon.

biggest risk here is that it gets me to start playing guitar again1, something which i only stopped doing because it was causing Problems for my already kind of fucked hands and i was trying to avoid making it worse. gotta stay Ever Vigilant. the good news is i wouldn't be Learning Guitar Because Of An Anime, i already know how to play guitar2, i would be Starting To Play Guitar Again Because Of An Anime, which is marginally less embarrassing i think. the bad news is my hands still aren't great and i should probably avoid activities known to cause problems. but i am also dumb as shit and have a limited self-preservation instinct so we'll fuckin see.


  1. JAE LORE: i initially taught myself guitar when i was 11 and bedridden from breaking my right femur into two distinct pieces. i had recently gotten really into a band3 that had uncomplicated enough rhythm guitar parts that i could sort of Figure It Out. it is still wild to me that i managed to do that. go little jae go

  2. although i've never been great at it, only ever Pretty Good. world's okayest guitar player

  3. which will remain unnamed, even thought it's very funny to me that i was listening to and enjoying vaguely-experimental Dad Rock when i was 11 years old. see if you can guess from this description! no prize except for the smug satisfaction of Being Right


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in reply to @jkap's post:

honestly, I'm hyped that this show seems to have kicked a couple musician friends into gear, even I'm poking at some long-abandoned music projects. doesn't seem embarrassing to me at all, just art inspiring art. kill the part that cringes. Ryo genuinely imparted some wisdom IMO

that really really sucks that your hand problems discourage you from playing, though, I feel like I would be deeply offended if I couldn't play guitar rather than just didn't want to lol

yeah i've gotten mostly used to the things i can't do anymore b/c of disability but it still bums me out sometimes when i want to still do something but can't. maybe someday it will get better. who knows

u know me but playing instruments regardless of the cause is unambiguously good and the head-cop that says otherwise is destined for a date with a head-barrett 50 cal.

hands tho, ugh, i feel that.