i mostly use he / him pronouns out of apathy and habit, but i know i'm not a man because i make a face when i scroll through the "gifts for him" section on etsy

i mostly use he / him pronouns out of apathy and habit, but i know i'm not a man because i make a face when i scroll through the "gifts for him" section on etsy
God, mood. I'm still unsure of how to identify/phrase it myself and thus stick with masc because of similar apathy/inchoate thoughts. While I don't really have an opposition to how I was assigned in a vacuum, I look at the cultural context and expectations and products for Men and immediately go okay not like that though. The way I phrased it recently was "I'm fine with the base game but I'm gonna pass on all the DLC."
Amazed the Special Guy description didn't work in the YouTube notification on the home screen.
I posted this in a Slack I posted in and a guy said he could actually use that so I found The Guy I guess