reading house of leaves again for the first time since high school and coming to terms with the fact that the quality of my hands has deteriorated quite a bit in the last 13 years. i have been reading e-books almost exclusively for nearly a decade for this exact reason and being confronted with a physical book again, let alone one this fuckin big, is giving me some trouble. i have no idea how to hold this thing and setting it down isn't great for my neck. much to think about. also this book still absolutely fucks.
