joyces

seattle cat

  • she/they hir/it | plural

domestic longhair. remembers the outside world but only sometimes desires to return to it.



recently we've been playing blazblue against a friend and really practicing, taking it seriously, etc. and my execution has been the most polished it's been in perhaps a decade. feeling good about it

but then today i played against a different friend from another time in our life and it was like i hadn't touched the controller in years, all of my old habits in full force. flubbing just, the most basic stuff

i really don't know how to reconcile this!! the severalness is clearly determining my performance πŸ˜΅β€πŸ’«

help i want to play good


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