joyeuse

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The dream of a gently woken lamb. Each blade of grass as it lies down. Sibling to those other blades you might have heard of. I've been described as "resilient; optimistic; patient."

Non-binary, agender, transneutral, neutrois. Begrudgingly attached to another word for my gender group starting with “N”.

You might know me by a pen name, and you'll find I've got another profile under that pen name.


joyeuse
@joyeuse

I still feel a bit crazy every now and then for seeing a wonderful, Weird work where others see The Funny Sound Effects Game, so let me recapitulate the following for myself as much as for anyone else:
Half-Life tells a story whose inciting incident is a “man in black” (extra-dimensional alien infiltrator) manipulating the US military-industrial complex (“the Combine,” Ken Kesey would call it) into disrupting the Earth’s Tesla resonance with weaponised orgonite-consciousness-crystals so that the resulting climate collapse can be used as pretense for the formation of the New World Order. You liberate the clockwork-elf-machines from slavery (admittedly this is cribbed from Marathon, which is a wilfully esoteric work but also clearer about its storytelling than Half-Life is) and in the sequel are subject to a personal manhunt by the Blue Helmets. It comments on the storytelling implications of FPS game mechanics by taking a note from the writer’s novel about people being possessed by extra-dimensional avatars of chaos and implying that to be exactly what the player is (compare with Negarestani’s essay “Parasitic Gamer”). Before Half-life 2 had its script pared down at the last minute, it had Dr. Breen namedropping a Borges story as though it were a historical document. I love this trilogy.


NireBryce
@NireBryce

half life wiki page doing a lot of work selling half life 3 here


joyeuse
@joyeuse

don’t make me decide to publish my Half-Life 3 treatment. it involves universal apotheosis in the face of the massed sum of the archons.


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in reply to @NireBryce's post:

Oh no, I’m suddenly doing severals.

So anyway, the specific, cut line from Half-Life 2 which I mentioned at the end there (“That way, Alyx and even yourself might be able to travel to The Aleph Universe with your faculties intact - that is our ultimate goal, after all.”) also would have served to effortlessly set up the conflict of Half-Life 3. Part of me wonders whether things might have gone differently if only that line had remained in the game. Good thing the 2003 data breach came around to at least show that there was going to be that line in the game 🤗