thinking about how it's Giovanni's total alienation from the Festo Centaŭra which is what sets him off on his delusional journey. thinking about the way we see him sprint from that massed human connection before then just staring back at it, in stunned silence, from a safe distance
never before or after have I related so hard to a fictional character. that sequence meant so much to me, so many years before I'd come to terms with my mental illness
