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holy shit my relationship to traveling has completely changed over the last few years, like I used to enjoy it somewhat but pandemic + discovery of transness and neurodivergence has really made this feel so stressful..... seeing family in person and being in the states is it's own thing and it's a mixed bag for sure but even just the prospect of being on a plane and in transit for 17 hours starting tomorrow night is weighing on me.... And being away from my partner, my home, my cat, my routine that makes me feel grounded and happy and safe, and thrust into an environment I don't have that for three weeks is. A Lot.