does anyone else get that feeling where you're on edge bc of life stuff and you don't even wanna do anything fun or hobby related bc you want to solve the life stuff problems but they take time and sometimes you just have to wait a few days to even be able to do something about it but that means you're just anxious and miserable and unable to relax even during what should be downtime
we get keys to our new place on the 8th and i am so anxious to get in there that i just. nothing sounds fun. nothing seems like a good use of my time. i can't focus on video work. my job sucks so i don't want to be there more. ive just been dumping time into Tarkov which probably isn't helping