i didn't sleep because i was anxious about what sb 254 might mean for my care. my provider said they're not dropping patients, and i should be fine, but i still feel like shit. the bathroom bill still exists, and the looming threat of "florida doing even more to erode access to gender affirming care" feels ever present. my heart breaks, over and over again, and i don't feel like i belong here.
and i didn't sleep, so of course i feel like shit.