opened hsr for the first time in exactly one year and i straight up forgot that i have kafka. thats all i wanted to know

my biggest problem in life is that i literally dont know how to be casual about anything. games? all in or nothing. i will hyperfixate on it for weeks or i wont get into it at all. relationships? what the hell is a situationship i would take a bullet for you. hell even homework dude i either dont do it at all or i stress over it so hard and lose my shit about anything under a 90