keroblin

It's coming along! I hit motivational walls quite bad in game dev on personal stuff especially when there's a sneaky bug, I'd fallen out of my routines and strategies of dealing with them without burning out or stressing but it's ok cuz it's all coming back to me c:

I've implemented stuff to like actually progress the game! I've just really not had to move scenes proper in Godot yet for level progression so building a system for it that feels easy to use was super nice c: I feel like I'm really getting the deeper understanding of the engine I needed and it's been super quick I've only been learning Godot like discounting breaks for about a month!

So ye just im feeling good and I'm consistently wanting to work on it now! Secret website project is gonna be on the back burner for a little bit, I might just add in the other exhibits to it so they're viewable but none of the new features will be put in for a while, just the rudimentary bits

dont get me wrong i really like it that we do but why do we as humans feel the need to disturb the quiet of winter with raucous energy and light and music? all the creatures hibernate and hunts come to a close, rain turning to the quiet piling of snow and all the colour of the world blanketed in a thick layer of fog and cloud its like its telling us "its time to rest now, you've made it through the year, its cold, its dark, go be warm in your home"

but i mean even before capitalism we partied! we did winter solstice and stuff and we drank a lot! maybe we are just very very active creatures and we just get bored? i know like as humans our sleep cycle used to be naturally broken like we rest for like 3 hours, wake up for a bit, fuck, read, paint, then go back to bed for another 4 or somethin. i feel like thats kind of emblematic of this right like we dont want to rest for such a long dark period we wanna do something big and fun and full of love and live right in the middle of it. why is that?