kylelabriola

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Hello! I'm an artist, writer, and game developer. I work for @7thBeatGames on "A Dance of Fire and Ice" and "Rhythm Doctor."

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I run @IndieGamesofCohost where I share screenshots and spotlights of indie games. I also interview devs here on Cohost.


Iro
@Iro

1000xRESIST has a strong sense of specificity around Hong Kong, filial piety, generational trauma, et cetera (@highimpactsex's review goes into more detail than I possibly could), and most of it is completely disconnected from the specifics of my own life as the child of an immigrant. I feel like I saw a fair bit of "if you're Asian, you GOTTA play this game!" going around and well, I guess I'm not the right kind of Asian. Not the game's fault. Is it my fault? Not really, but it feels like it is.

The phrase "a dull knife is no knife at all" echoes throughout the second half, and I can't help but think about it from this (likely unintended) angle. Oh well.

Apart from that whole sphere of things, it's a solid science fiction story told well, easily worth the price of admission for that alone. Cool game.


ninecoffees
@ninecoffees

I haven't played 1000xRESIST yet (though I plan to), but I've heard a lot of this sentiment going around. It sounds very similar to when the movie EEAAO (Everything Everywhere All At Once) came out. I left my viewing thinking that all my Asian immigrant friends should watch it as well.

I was wrong, of course.

It did not jive with a bunch of them. Out of a group of 20 Asian immigrants, about 8 of them strongly disliked it (including my brother, who probably shares as much a similarity in upbringing to me), 5 thought it was 'just okay', and the remaining 7 loved it just as much as I do.

It's hard then, for the 8 who disliked the movie to reconcile their lack of connection to it. Harder still when there's so many twitter posts and review blogs shouting about how EEAAO is the "quintessential" Asian experience. There's a frustration because there was no dodging the hype, just a constant daily reminder of "I guess you're not Asian enough" or "must be nice to grow up so white-washed since you didn't go through these horrible experiences" permeating their online conversations. We've lost a lot of our nuance to social media.

My partner was one of these people. It was interesting to hear how isolated she suddenly felt; to go to a gathering and having people rave about it so much and how well it spoke to them. It got to the point where she developed a slight aversion to watching anything with Michelle Yeoh.


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in reply to @ninecoffees's post:

this actually describes how I feel when people talk about FFXIV in earshot of me pretty precisely (albeit for different reasons). interesting to think about that experience of being isolated from a group you normally feel you belong fully within just because of different opinions on a piece of media. you're right, I think, that social media hasn't helped lol

oh no, I totally understand. I was very much against FFXIV even after I put in so much time and effort to get to the part where "it gets good". It did not for me, at least, not until much later.

Do I enjoy the game now? Absolutely, but it's still janky and weird and I'm never the type of person to say, "yeah, the game gets good after 50 hours so you should play it".

I really do my best to avoid getting into arguments with people about it - if they like it, that's great and I'm happy for them - but I am SO tired being jumped on with 'oh you just need to give it a chance, it gets good!' my guy, I played that game for over 200 hours, I gave it a chance @_@ makes me feel like even more of an alien than I normally do. and it feels like it's everywhere! nowhere is safe!

I did play the game but never ended up watching EEAAO.

Honestly 1000xResist got me on the Asian front but it also has a mean backup plan in the form of also being a coronavirus game (whomst among us did not Shelter in Place). I ended up relating to most of the game's themes as pretty general or relating to touchpoints of modern Chinese history rather than a specific lived experience. It's ceaselessly grim but IMO hard not to recommend to anybody.

I am not Asian so I can't relate to the movie from that perspective, but I am human, and I think EEAAO is absolutely incredible as a human being and movie aficionado. But I have often been hesitant to recommend anything I like to people because I don't want to alienate them. And I don't want the psychic pain that I feel when I truly believe something is great and they don't like it (or even merely don't care about it), and it's easier to be avoidant about it all. (people who read my writing about those things are bringing it upon themselves, that's different)