catastrophically yearning transfem-like lanky kong

from starting with the thought:
"I don't remember how to do computer shit"
to "what's a decent gui project I could try to do?"
to "I should make a recipe organizer"
to "well I guess I need some data"
to "this scraped dataset doesn't seem too dubious I guess?"
to "fuck that's a lot of json"
to "wait how does json work again"
to "uhh...database?"
to "wait how database?"
to "okay FINE microsoft"
to "how the fuck do I connect"
to "shit I forgot how to write SQL queries"
to "fuck I'm so stupid"
to "google google google w3schools w3schools w3schools"
I now have 3 tiny tables and am trying not to fear relearning how joins work or how I'm actually going to make anything of this