I almost want to cry (and I'm trying not to)
I've been going through some kind of shit lately
I just see the game, that suddenly exists now
I didn't know that I wanted it
I've only been playing for a few minutes
but this like, feels different
like, I thought (oh fuck I'm crying and I don't know why) that uncritical joy and wonder had just left me forever
Since I beat the first video game I ever loved as a child, when I was still that child, and I became depressed?...because it was over? Is this that which I thought was lost for so long?
I can't think straight. I don't know whether to be upset or euphoric, or both?
The original Celeste didn't even do this to me
But now I'm idling in this spiritual-successor-sequel-whatever and it's
Magical
I think?
Help?
Okay, maybe it's time to stop this crying and just try to play it actually