I replayed and 100%-ed Axiom Verge 2, a game I remember really enjoying a couple years ago, thinking it had some really great ideas regarding exploration and puzzles. Enjoyed it this time, but after struggling to get the last couple items and completing it, it's just slid out of my brain.
Why is it such a stupid struggle to find something to latch onto that doesn't feel like a waste of time? I'm awake enough that I should be able to work on some game project, or look for a job, but the spark just isn't there. I should at least be able to feel good about one of my favorite games from the last couple years!
I'm just shaky and sweaty and I don't know why and I'm so tired of feeling like my body is fighting me for no fucking reason. All I can seem to devote myself to right now is MTG, and fuck putting myself in another situation where that's all I'm doing with my life.
Just feeling hollow and stupid and FUCK depression.