One of those nights where I think too deeply about what I want out life only to come to the conclusion that what I want is so diametrically opposed to what our current society allows for that it is basically nothing more than a pipe dream.
I just want a simple life with simple problems. I want to live in a small community with friends and loved ones. To be close by to them so that I can stop by to care for them if they are going through some trouble. I want to be able to pop over to someone's house for some tea and to talk about nothing for a couple hours just so that I can spend time with them. I want a little area to myself that I can tend to and care for. I want the work that I do, the effort that I put into the world, to actually mean something.
I hate having to work for some business that barely cares for me only to be given just enough so that I can get by and have barely any time to be able to spend with those that I care about.
