laying in bed after waking up today and I can just feel it
that sinking in my gut, that terrible awful feeling of sorrow
after today, cohost goes quiet. after today...
I wish it could've gone different, but don't we all?
we can't change what's set in stone. all we can do is keep going. I know this too well
still...
today is a terribly sad day
the pain and tears and laments for what we're losing will come. they'll wash over us and they'll sting. eyes red, throats hoarse. cursing the world that did this to us.
we'll grieve, we'll cry. we'll cling to each other
"at the end of everything, hold onto anything"
and once the end has ended - and it will end
we'll start again
we'll push through, make something new
maybe it'll be the fifth website
it won't be the same. this is true of all things in this world. yesterday, I was not the same as I am Today, I will not be the same as I am tomorrow
there will never be another cohost, but there will still be all of us who made cohost our home. we built these homes - we can build new ones
...
but today... today, we grieve. give ourselves the space to be sad, to mourn our loss. we owe as much to ourselves
and come tomorrow? we run headfirst into the unknown
someday after that...
let's meet again. we can share stories and talk about our new homes
eggbug will be there too! they'll always be there, tucked away in our hearts
it'll be a reunion, one way or another
I hope I'll see y'all there, wherever 'there' is