Lapis the Nevrean

It's kinda scary to look at your savings dwindling and know exactly how long you have left to be happy. I'm very fortunate that that's almost a year.

I hate job hunting so much. Haven't yet been able to bring myself to start. It's knowingly volunteering yourself to misery in exchange to have the money to pay to live. I'll probably have a panic attack just looking at listings.

I don't really know why I'm posting this or what kind of response I'm expecting... I'm not in any immediate financial danger and won't be for a while. I do actually have impressive computer and art and creative problem solving skills, it's just hard to sell myself when I feel bad.