feeling weirdly... understimulated? in the form of "none of my pen inks are bright and summer-y enough"
this is a problem because i want to write up my notes -- i have a positive wellspring of thoughts today -- for the next two episodes for my poetry podcast. and my keyboard is drying out from an unfortunate glass of water. and i simply feel repulsed at the thought of setting it down in the wrong ink. brains are STUPID.