Today I realised I still have unresolved trauma about releasing or making NSFW content. Before things got super hostile to Queer ppl, I spent a decade being a Teaching Assistant on and off and gearing up to train to be a teacher. Obvs this developed a voice on my shoulder which told me to not engage with NSFW stuff.
Long story short a.k.a being in Academia later: Schools as an institution should be destroyed in their entirety! We're killing kids! So like yeah fuck that lmao bbuuuuuuuuuuutt this does mean I don't really have any reason not to make NSFW content now and I have done so via writing but anything else.... It's really hard to get rid of that self-preservating voice off of your shoulder! Even tho I could not be in a better position to take the plunge to draw my goobers getting railed lol (And I need to get comfortable with my post-HRT body)
I do have an alt ready @LittleKissyKiss (Yes I have a dedicated horny headmate lol i'm sure it's healthy)
