lnc0

Assigned Essex Lad at birth

  • Fae/Faer

Sebastiana
In that 3rd Decade cycle
Autistic as in Eat My Ass
Agender / A System / Cute

Currently writing Beastiary Beas


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Just a little prep talk to myself lol: You put in appropriate time to this pursuit! You should be proud for again, giving it a go and seeing the project to completion! It's not a failure thing, cos any lack of skill can be improved by... Just doing the thing more!

But you know what will simply never improve? Capturing footage lmao which is the single sole culprit as to why I'm gonna pack it in. Look it's a lot of things right, it takes so loooooong to get the capturing stuff set up, the real-time of playing Videos Games. The only way to avoid it is to naturally capture myself playing a game y'know... As I'm playing it for the video, but that has just left this uncomfortable spectre of THE GRIND invading what should be my personal time. I mean doing anything about the games I play is already doing that and this just feels like that even more so. Do not want to surrender my life to monetisation and the grind lol it just takes too LONG.

But I did really enjoy making videos! Like the big vampire survivors one was actually a lot of fun, so maybe I'l still do videos for: Big Things where I'm putting more effort into editing every second of the video like. But the video as a means to satisfy this small content of game write ups? Like naaaaah, it's not a good fit! Maybe in some world where I don't need game footage to contextualise what I'm speaking about, or we enter a Entire History Of You-esque singularity when it comes capturing game footage. But until then... Capturing footage is the pits and I hate it! lol


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