my aesthetics are way too self-serious for the kind of person i actually am (shy goofball)

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my aesthetics are way too self-serious for the kind of person i actually am (shy goofball)
I feel this a lot (both as in strongly and often). like I should be doing more deliberately Goofy things when I'm working on music and trying to create harmoniously beautiful-but-also-actively-funny things because I Am THE GOOF, and I used to naturally do it more, but now I don't as much
I've kinda figured it's because I don't need my creative work to be an outlet for what I naturally exude everywhere else. working on music for me is attempting to create feelings that aren't already satisfied elsewhere.
as I have yet to take creating visual art too seriously, it's led to a fun discrepancy between stupid images I've created because of bandcamp requirements and actual sounds attached to them