taste me, as the food and drink Alice found almost said. she was cast unto a stormshorn sunderedsea. you too will fall beneath my waves in time.
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yea i feel that. it didnt help that i got internet access before i got sex ed, so between that and an overactive imagination i'm just way out there
so if i had to quip further, i imagine while sometimes my urges mimic allo, it's more biomimicry and arriving at the same place but in a different nonsensical way. like a bug that looks like another bug.
yeah i can absolutely be attracted to bodies but turned off by sex, it's whacky
i haven't figured out where the real world applications of my sexuality begin and end yet 'cause i haven't had the chance
but technicolor animals doing fantastical things take up a lot of space in my mind
i just never really think about it much. maybe i'll learn more about mooself down the line when presented with more opportunities, but thats probably a ways off
that all said i super relate to "reproductive urges transformed by esoteric things before i even knew i had em" tbh
...........is it ace to have very specific kinks and not really get off to traditional sex because if so,
My life has genuinely been extremely improved since I discovered my asexuality. Like it's kinda the same as it was before, but it all makes SOOOOOOOO much more goddamn sense
it's different for me in that i no longer try to do allosexual things and wonder why they aren't working
Oh boy.... Yeah. That. Is exactly what happened with me. Very embarrassing and frustrating and annoying.