thing that really sucks about this is that aside from "remember to fit test more thoroughly" or "simply don't go on public transit or try to see covid-conscious friends" there's not a ton I could do about it. the first is hard in practice even for neurotypical people and the second is like... fuck, I've really tried to hit a decent balance, I guess.
maybe I won't wind up with symptoms. But this is definitely the most exposed I've been in over a year, during a spike. and I can't fucking afford to end up with long covid. i guess I'll just try my hardest to not exert myself even a little if I do wind up with symptoms.