i sorta wish we could inhabit some of our more 'humanoid' feeling identities without feeling more grounded to Reality sometimes. being all identity-vague or identityless is usually an easy way to access those feelings of insanity because feelings of oneness and being-as-experience and shit, and generally seeing things less as 'animal' and more as 'being', but that's a sort of feeling we want a lot of the time? the interconnectedness? and accessing that in a humanoid or mammaloid form is usually much harder for us