I should join more Discords. Just remembering some years back, this one now-deleted server and feeling nostalgic for it. It was nice chilling there, watching folks playing games and
Well, maybe it's less I-Need-To-Join-More-Discords and more
I miss my old friends!! I wish I didn't fall out of contact with so many of them. They were comfy. IDK, I'm just remembering falling asleep while this one person was speedrunning Midnight Club 3 or something. And folks just sorta popping in and out here and there. I'm feeling nostalgic for it... I miss them a lot.
But them's the breaks! Maybe I don't need any more friends. Maybe I have enough. I can't let myself be stretched so thin...
But still. Still, it's nice having places to Be, isn't it?
AH but maybe I, don't need more places to have Very Public Breakdowns in. Maybe I should wait until I'm properly medicated before trying my paws at being Sociable again, awoo,,,