The scariest thing about improvement, is that it will usually appear bad whilst you learn
This is the nature of training all skills, but to those who don't regularly strive to improve themselves it is perceived as regression
I am reminding myself of this before I go into some very experimental drawing practice, so that I'm not too harsh on myself
reminding myself of this as I de-rank to Plat 5 trying to integrate better anti-airs and combo paths