on the one hand i want to post more but on the other hand I don't want to subject everyone to my takes. I don't want to be a takes haver. a person who just generates takes.
on the other other hand I also abhor sharing personal intimate details of my life on the internet due to longstanding fears about people connecting my internet persona to my real self. so the only thing that i can talk about comfortably is abstractions, topics that may be relevant or have bearing to me but do not directly involve me, and so that just cuts out a lot of fun story-telling anecdotes.
on the other other other hand I don't do good at "content creation" as I'm often quite sick these days, and even when I'm not I'm overworked due to needing to survive under capitalism, and even when I'm not either of those I just don't work well under tight schedules, so my ability to make "things" to share is hampered.
and on the other other other other hand only putting out content that is analysis of other people's work, or commenting on other people's posts is... I'm not saying it's bad when other people do it i'm just saying my particular neurosis is that I feel like I'm coming off as a tryhard eager for attention and praise, which I am somewhat but I also don't like asking for what I want either. By god i will not be a twitter reply guy or a tumblr funnyman, and not the least because i'm not a guy.
I think that only leaves me shitposts, but by god the bar for shitposts is higher than it used to be these days.