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you can say "chimoora" instead of "cow of tailed snake" if you want. its a good pun.​


i ramble about aerospace sometimes
I take rocket photos and you can see them @aWildLupi


I have a terminal case of bovine pungiform encephalopathy, the bovine puns are cowmpulsory


they/them/moo where "moo" stands in for "you" or where it's funny, like "how are moo today, Lupi?" or "dancing with mooself"



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sarahzedig
@sarahzedig

you ever contemplate that sentence? "i want to own a house." that's the bedrock want of ~~~western civilization~~~ right? but it means something completely different depending on how rich you are.

a rich person "wanting to own a house" sees the house primarily as a generator of capital. it's an investment whose market value is likely to go up over time, and in the meanwhile it can be rented out to those who can't buy a house as a fun little double-dip of stolen profits. i say stolen because most of the time rich people don't live in the houses they own. human beings interacting with a rich person's property in any meaningful capacity is a necessary evil that they very openly resent. in their ideal world, your presence as a renter would be as a ghost, intangible, leaving no trace, making no demands. i mean if you're a renter you know most landlords just straight up expect you to be purely effervescent already even when it literally breaks the law.

meanwhile to working class person, "wanting to own a house" means wanting a place to live that you can't be fucking evicted from. it means a home that you can reasonably expect to stay for longer than a year or two.

i don't want to be "a homeowner." i want to live in a place surrounded by people who live in that place, all of us rooted and safe, where we can build something that lasts. i only want to own a house insofar as it puts something solid and heavy under my feet, and keeps the rain off my head. the perversity of ownership is inescapable and its logic is a cancer on society


panicattheopticon
@panicattheopticon

mind you- by rich, i mean the income there is off the charts. you know what they had though?

1: nice single family or tasteful multiplexes made from brick- they just looked nice, they weren't like supermegamansions, just cute little houses next to brick beergardens & restaurants 2: they had four genres of food in different businesses on the same intersection literally two blocks away 3: they had some nice views- not amazing! just nice! a little pretty glimpse of south lake union, that was it.

even the views just has a highway right through it, now the houses RIGHT THERE on that view were fancy- but even then! they were just modern three level townhouses of so-so quality that had inflated value because of The Amazing Lakeside View.

everything was walkable, relatively modest, everyone looks like they've lived there for decades & it was pretty trivial for them to get any part of town. the air was fresh, the food, despite being from local chains was the best I have had from those chains like we're talking 'NIST EXAMPLE OBJECT' but for Sushi/Pizza/Gyros

it was calm, quiet, chill, cute, safe. the whole time all I could think of was how wealthy that felt- when I do remember a time in the mid 2000s where living somewhere like this felt achievable to even a college student if they didn't mind living with a few others. now it's basically impossible unless you're living in a rich parent's vacation home or know the person renting the place.

we're really in such a fucked up country where wanting something that at best, is a mediocre D grade background matte painting neighborhood in the worst Ghibli knockoff film you've ever seen feels impossible and unsustainable.

I used to predominantly focus on living in places like this, just as a renter!!! just in one of those 'nice' (read: really bougie & nice in like, the 80s or early 90s) apartments or townhomes- because here's the kicker:


sarahzedig
@sarahzedig

every time i've been through the cascades or just gone anywhere a little bit remote In Nature here in washington, it strikes me how much of the land is always walled off to resorts and vacation home communities. you can pick any direction from seattle to drive in and within thirty minutes at most you'll be face to face with one of the most beautiful things you'll ever see. but see it is all you can ever do. you can't stay there. you can't be there. you can't really appreciate it, you can just get out of the car for a while and stare as long as you can afford before you need to get back on the road.

when beauty is a factor in the price of housing, beauty belongs to rich people.

hey you ever think about how in the soviet union workers took frequent vacations to state-funded resorts that belonged to everyone


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in reply to @sarahzedig's post:

this stuff haunts me every day. sure, i've lived in the same spot for several years and consider myself pretty lucky for that. all it would take is for my landlord or roommates to decide that they hate me and want me gone, for me to be Fucked™, and so it'll never really feel safe or like home.

even the whole house ownership thing feels so rickety to me, not just the cost but that like regular employment with a steady paycheck seems questionable. if i can't pay that mortgage all of a sudden then i don't have a house anymore! imagining that i achieve that baby boomer dream and retire (lol) and live long enough to pay off that 30 year mortgage (lmao), now i'm on a fixed income and have to be sure to scratch up enough for property taxes and utilities and maintainence, which ain't getting less expensive. feels bad.

i just really want a place where i can switch out a gas stove for an electric if i goddamn want to, or get a bigger fridge maybe, maybe be able to hang stuff on the walls (at all), or to fucking call the goddamn plumber myself instead of waiting for the apartment fixer guy to macgiver something up for off-hour work the landlord wont even pay them for. idk

Not to mention the doors having a home opens to you as far as opportunities to do/make shit. Wanna make something for yourself? Furniture, whatever? Do that shit in an apartment and find out just how quickly the landlord comes beating down your door for noise. But a house, no one can say SHIT as long as you don't do it too late or too early.

Communal space in an apartment complex isn't communal as in 'available to everyone' so much as communal as in "available to no one". Don't use common space for anything. Not even walking. Don't be heard or seen.

If I had a home I might have space for a little workshop. Use the garage, or a cheap shed out back. Whatever.

Frustrating to hear people say my generation doesn't do anything for ourselves when doing DIY shit is a fast track to eviction. Hate living at others pleasure.

in reply to @sarahzedig's post:

My family has this house in a neighbourhood where my entire family used to live. Grandma across the street, great aunt down the road, another aunt around the bend, etc etc

We got this house from my great great grandmother, it's been here a long time. We're the last ones left still here. My parents moved to retire and decided to let my brother buy the house basically at a steal.

Then they found out he wants it so he can rent out rooms, and my mum is sort of devastated. Quietly devestated. She wanted him to have a place to call his own, but all he can think about is squeezing every penny he can out of what he has.

I just can't understand that. If I got a house I'd be so happy not to have to worry about security deposits or noise complaints or other people's noise or section 21 or anything.

Massachusetts has a huge problem with beaches being private property or town-residents-only, so even though we're The Bay State, there's only tiny bits where you can actually see said bay without paying an admission fee, parking fee (which can be $30 easily, it's not just a few quarters in the meter), or being friends with a rich guy. Revere Beach is free, I guess? A few places on Cape Cod? That's about it. Sucks having the ocean be a Premium Members Experience.