i need to find a mad endocrinologist who is willing to ignore WPATH SOC and do some exotic shit. maybe i can tempt them by saying they can write a paper on me

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you can say "chimoora" instead of "cow of tailed snake" if you want. its a good pun.
i ramble about aerospace sometimes
I take rocket photos and you can see them @aWildLupi
I have a terminal case of bovine pungiform encephalopathy, the bovine puns are cowmpulsory
they/them/moo where "moo" stands in for "you" or where it's funny, like "how are moo today, Lupi?" or "dancing with mooself"
i need to find a mad endocrinologist who is willing to ignore WPATH SOC and do some exotic shit. maybe i can tempt them by saying they can write a paper on me
Stanford doctors I've worked with have been pretty chill about letting you do your thing. Dr Benjamin Laniakea is nice
how do i trick kaiser permanente into letting me see a Stanford Doctor
Oh, mood.
I mean, there's a lot of research I'd need to do to even figure out what kind of Unusual Treatment I'd want, but mood.
were you considering an exotic regimen in particular?
i used to use raloxifene, but that's like the most mainstream of all the exotic regimens.
(..or maybe it only feels that way since i actually did it aa)
bicalutamide and estradiol, maybe cycled on and off. i want some things but not without losing certain others
shitty question to ask but… do you Have Money? i am a trans girl (tech subtype) and i got basically this (plus progesterone and sildenafinil but those are hardly exotic) by seeing a concierge care doctor. it costs a hundred dollars a month but my HSA covers it and he will sign off on goddamned near anything after about two minutes of telling him I’m sure, and he stops pressuring me to change the minute I tell him it’s working for me. if I stopped seeing him I’m pretty sure any normal ass doctor would keep writing refills but I haven’t tried that yet.
on the downside, his medical advice on my transition has been … hit or miss. but frankly there is no doctor in the world who seems to know a goddamn thing about what any particular pills will actually fuckin do to us and we get all our tips and tricks from discord and cohost anyway.
All I want is to get pills that do weird things to my body, and have insurance pay for them forever
I know they exist, I couldn't say exactly where. That said there was a long time where I was cycling spiro (estrogen didn't suppress my T on it's own), then kind of cycling T itself post-op. My doctor grumbled a little at the latter but it was otherwise fine.
Bicalutamide isn't exotic and if you get a doctor that actually knows trans care they can probably tell you some things about this stuff. Us enbies are pretty known at this point.