Although my cat may not be as worried, I haven't been able to come up with my portion for October, and my roommates still can't cover it at the moment, not to mention the need to cover next month's which is fast approaching.
So, I'm asking again for help from folks who may not know me other than I need help in this very dark time for my found family and me. I've been able to somewhat push back bills and other needs, but I still need $500 for this month's rent, and likely need that again for next months as I still haven't nailed down a job or consistent income.
Venmo: https://venmo.com/u/Billy-Butler-25
PayPal: https://paypal.me/billybobbutler
I don't currently have other methods, but am open to creating one since the need is great. I'm trying to remain positive, and do have a lot of job applications out there, however it always takes time before that first paycheck comes in. And that's counting chickens, if you know what I mean? I've applied for grocery chains and local places too, but haven't heard back. So, anything you can do will help. Share, gift, sending positive vibes and more.
I'm of the belief that I can make it through this with my chosen family and I want to stay here with them if I am able. Your help could be the difference for my cat and me. I have been very blessed to have people in my life that have been able to come to my aid directly or indirectly, and that those of you on the internet have shown me how we are all connected even more thoroughly than I first imagined.
In the meantime, I continue to write, read, play games, and stream. I'm working with people on their board games and card games they're busy making. I'm watching my sister and half sister get on with their lives in this wild time despite the trouble they've seen. My half brother is looking to see if there's something at his company for me. I have to believe that things will get better. My partner is trying to move into what he wants to do for his existence and career and fulfillment, and I want to be able to help by being stable enough to do so. My roommate is changing his career too and in a course for vocational skills. What will happen to me? My ambitions are more narrow and focused, but I think I know what direction I need to go. I'll write more about that another time though as it's still being formulated and planned. Something that'll take decades of slow chipping at the stone, most likely.
Thank you for reading this far and for any assistance you may be able to provide in this time of need. I promise you I'm going to be paying it forward, somehow, someway. That much I do know of my future.