i started saying it as a bit... "wanna go to the graveyard and touch some skulls?" because like, it was an amusing parody of what goths do, which was totally just parody right? i only wore all black because it was slimming and flattering and i cannot comprehend color coordination at all absolutely nothing to do with finding goth fashion cool, so i had to find some irony
anyway after years of ironically talking about goth stuff or saying i’m a fake goth i'm now at the point where i own a hoodie that has an ouija board on it because i genuinely think it looks cute, no one remembers the last time i wore a color, and "go touch a skull at a cemetery" is on my bucket list
y'all i think the irony might have been a coping mechanism... i think i'm a goth