don't think i've been in such dire emotional pain in years

Recovering techie with an MFA, working on like a kajillion writing projects at once. Check out the Post-Self cycle, Restless Town, A Wildness of the Heart, ally, and a whole lot of others.
Trans/nb, queer, polyam, median, constantly overwhelmed.
Current hyperfixation: SS14
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don't think i've been in such dire emotional pain in years
I want to not be. I want to not exist. I don't want to cease existing, I want to have never existed in the first place