Captcha puzzle that's just coming to terms with one's fate as depicted between Kate and The Pattern in Everybody's Gone to the Rapture (2016)

Recovering techie with an MFA, working on like a kajillion writing projects at once. Check out the Post-Self cycle, Restless Town, A Wildness of the Heart, ally, and a whole lot of others.
Trans/nb, queer, polyam, median, constantly overwhelmed.
Current hyperfixation: SS14
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Captcha puzzle that's just coming to terms with one's fate as depicted between Kate and The Pattern in Everybody's Gone to the Rapture (2016)