I’m scared but I’m ready. It’s been real bad for a while. And things are very weird at home right now.
However, getting out of a bad situation is a lot fucking easier when you know you’ve got good friends looking out for you and rooting for you, and lordy have I collected quite the lovely cast of characters over the years. :3
Gonna try to line up a job and a living situation that’s anywhere but where I am now while I’m there, looking anywhere that I can find a place or a temp couch and for whatever work I’m half-qualified for on paper. I’m kickass at actually working, but I hate applications.
Above all, really wanna to figure out what I’m like when I get to make my own decisions, for me, and am not constantly bounding those to an ever-narrowing gap externally opposed. I haven’t gotten to live my life for myself for a long time.
I feel like I know myself better right now than I have in a while. I like it. I like me. And I should be somewhere that does, too.
