working to accept my new gumptionless way of living. morning time affirmation: i have no gumption and that is okay. i can eat a bagel and drink some milk. i can love my family and friends. i have no gumption. who cares? who even fucking cares? it doesn't matter! i don't care if anyone cares!! then later i'll get some ice cream, because who fucking cares, even? it's good and i'm an animal! all animals will eat the good thing when they can. that's nature, matey. that's physics. i don't have the gumption to wrestle with physics. i don't have the gumption at all! no gumption!! gumption-free in 2023!!

