Anyway we r like 99% to having gotten our raises & there's a chance I may get a decent amount of back pay literally friday, so all of this money shit may not matter at all* but. I still feel like I'm justified in freakin out about how the stuff I want to do in the next few years might be Really hard to afford if stuff like this keeps happening
*ok it will still matter bc even if I get 1.5k back the 'I have burned through about half of the $ I had planned to save for the process of getting my partner to the US & both of us moving to Boston over the next few years in just the few months since I moved to this apartment' statement will still basically be true
but it will hurt a little less bc I won't be looking at the 'there is less in my account than I would have needed to cover the medical costs billing fuckup from last month' problem I Guess
although ultimately the bad feeling from all of this is that it just shouldn't be this hard 😖
