It's a race
I have to try harder to make my vrchat avatar of my actual primary "fursona" before the alpaca sheep thing I found on the OLD old version of furhub becomes my identity (whoops too late)
people keep telling me it's easy and like Yeah I'm sure it is, for normal people, but the thing is I've completely lost my ability to focus on anything I'm not already good at so it takes me a very long time to learn things that require completely new skills
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