Thank You for Everything, it was Fun while it Lasted
Cohost added to the archive. It's only recently that I started caring enough to at least keep a copy of posts to look at later. I'm super thankful someone on here mentioned SingleFile for Firefox, it was indispensable for getting a nice, image-loading archive of all 20 pages of my posts.
"Cause, remember, no matter where you go, there you are."
This sucks. This fucking sucks. I hate losing things. I hate losing people, through disconnection or scattering or loss or whatever it doesn't matter specifically cuz it all fucking sucks. FUck. Goddamnit.
I knew it wasn't gonna last forever, we all did. Nobody thought it would be forever. It's the nature of things to fall apart and fade away or die in time. Everything does, everyone does, everything does. The ephemeral nature of everything is part of what's beautiful things so beautiful. Part of what makes meaningful things so meaningful. The people. The sights. The connections. The sharing. The experiences. Whatever. It mattered because it happened. It mattered because you were there. It mattered because we lived through and rallied among each other, reveled and howled and screamed and laughed. Even for the most "meaningless" and fleeting things. Even the littlest whatever, the shit you forgot the moment your eyes moved away from the words. But it all happened, didn't it? That's rad.
I wanna go home. I don't wanna leave. But I suppose in so many things we don't really have much of a choice in the matter?
Many of us will see each other again. Many of us won't. Some will forge friendships stronger, some ships will continue to pass in the haze and barely glimmering lights at each other, gulls circle out of reach, together, apart. I dunno. I'm sad. I hate this.
Later taters. I'll be hanging on till I can't.
it's a big map, of course, so i've folded it up for convenience! you can unfurl it under the "read more" to see where else i like to hang out in cyberspace! ;3
the news came, unexpected
doors shut in less than a month
and lights leaving with the year
we thought we had more time, but that was never our decision
