who else is up trying to reconcile their desperate craving for attention with their maladaptive fear of being perceived

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who else is up trying to reconcile their desperate craving for attention with their maladaptive fear of being perceived
this is just a callout post I see through your lies /silly
I want to be perceived, but only positively
but I'm neither perfect nor skilled in mind control so I would have to take the bad with the good
but the bad would stick with me more than the good, even if there was objectively less of it
so