meow_d@meow-d4/21/2023, 9:51 AM

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#I want to have a loving relationship with Mem-cho from Akasaka Aka's and Yokoyari Mengo's "Oshi no Ko." Everytime I see her while reading the manga, my heart skips a beat, time freezes and all I can focus is her. Her beautiful short hair, her gorgeous bright eyes, her cute little horn(s), her cute playful side, and also her hard working, and determined personality. Everything about her is perfect. I stay up until 5 am just thinking about her. If we were in a relationship, I imagine the two of us arguing with each other and after a while we laugh it off and just forget about it. I would be there to suport her in her career, whether it be youtube or being an idol, I would protect her. She could be there to scold me whenever I do something wrong, and I could be there to help her when she's having trouble. I go to bed and hug my pillow imagining that it's her, only to realize that I will never have that reality. Everyday is a cruel reminder of that. Why is it like this? Is there no God? No hope? All I can do is look at her through this computer screen, while hearing voices inside my head, "She's not real, and even if she were, she won't love you." And to that, I say, fuck you. She may not be real, but she's real in my heart.#mem-cho#sorry i woke up and went "we need a memcho version of the copypasta"

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