being afraid of things only ever made it worse. it's the first thing i ever thought after i figured out i was non-binary. i'd always been shy and reserved until a few years ago because, well, i didn't have the words to understand what nonbinary meant or the context of how to even apply it. now i don't ever shut the FUCK up and I love to talk to people one on one because i actually get the sense they want to hear from me and i definitely want to hear from them.
i typed this two hours ago and i guess i never hit post so its now time: to post

