painting is HARD and i HATE IT and i want to do it EVERY DAY for the REST of my STUPID LIFE

(drawings, plants, books, movies, and way too many hobbies. if i can make it by hand i probably will. banjo amateur. professional field botanist. will categorize your soil horizons for food.)
painting is HARD and i HATE IT and i want to do it EVERY DAY for the REST of my STUPID LIFE
i don't want people to think there's nothing good in ecology work or that i'm 100% miserable all the time. here is a nice arizona picture from last fall.