this week might be the toughest bout of existentional depression I've been handed in a loooooong time. what I'm hoping is that this is an adaptation phase and that I can come back stronger by the end of it
there's little I could realistically want in life at this time, but I can certainly do with some sense of creative accomplishment. psych-odyssey and gvh handed me my ass mentally on the question of what I ultimately want to do in life and how I could possibly accomplish it when fighting against adhd and executive dysfunction